Safe - 5/2023

What'd I miss? I'm safe I don't think I wanna behave What a miss, mistake A little dip back into it I won't sound alarms again I never meant, I never meant What'd I miss? gotta save face I don't know how much I can take What a miss, mistake A little dip back into it Wishing I could melt away I only meant to erase To erase Erase What'd I miss? I'm safe I don't think I wanna behave What a miss, mistake A little dip back into it I won't sound alarms again I never meant, I never meant To erase Erase Maybe I'll just run around in circles Maybe I'll just run around in place What if I just run around in circles What if I just run around in place

Slowpass - 7/2022

You let the lake turn into waves crashing in If it's missing you can't patch it I'm trying but can't help us in Cause its liminal and slow passing It feels radical to hold back And you keep thinking I'll lose track Cause it's liminal, a slow pass A slow pass Is it liminal it won't pass A long night awake you can't match it I'm trying, make it last On those empty roads and sunglasses It feels radical to hold back And you keep thinking I'll lose track Cause it's liminal, a slow pass A slow pass

Yours - 6/2022

Hey, I don't wanna be somebody else's I wanna be yours I wanna be yours Wait, did I come off different than I meant? I wanna be yours I wanna be yours oh Why wait? Im tethered Why would I go back to Those days? But I'm worried I might repeat the same I might repeat the same, same, same Babe, did you mean it all at all? Are you losing patience I wanna be yours Wait, didn't mean to argue with you again I wanna be yours I wanna be yours oh Why wait? Im tethered Why would I go back to Those days? But I'm worried I might repeat the same The same mistakes Should we try to make it up? I don't wanna listen Yeah we did the same thing once Is it any different? Should we make up I'm just in love It all hurts too much I'm just in love Why wait? Im tethered Why would I go back to Those days? But I'm worried I might repeat the same, same same The same, same, same mistakes

Remember - 5/2021

What if I remember all the nights The feelings, you got me spinning I had the time, but you don't want the time And I can't keep guessing You showed me around and took me out But it's all blending in What if I can't keep, I don't keep What if I don't remember a thing? What if I get nervous and think twice And wonder if I'll be satisfied Did I do it right and did I go out enough times? It's getting late again You showed me around and took me out But it's a distant dream What if I can't keep, I don't keep What if I don't remember a thing? Forget you said it's over and I don't care about you Forget you said you're someone that I don't listen to Fold it up and tie it off Make up for the loss You don't know if it's coming or not it's just Hard to think I'll forget you Fold it up and tie it off Make up for the loss You don't know if it's coming or not

Pretend - 3/2021

Yeah, what I should have said I wanted outright Pretended that I couldn't feel your touch the other night Hurt, something about me wanted it to work Feels like the beginning though I guess we might have just skipped across the pages landed on the other side Like Julian, thinking "What Ever Happened?" Wrinkled jersey knits, I'm tired Feels like I can't sleep without her Guess I got what I deserved I guess it's gonna only get worse, keep getting hurt When will I learn You were gonna help me out, you were gonna come around and you were gonna fix me Only in my dreams You were gonna help me out, things were gonna turn around and then I'd be happy Only in my dreams I was 23 What I should've said I wanted that night The sky was too dark, the timing wasn't right And hurt, something I'm so good at doing with words Feels like I am swimming though I guess we might Have just been pulled under the water, come up at high tide And rewind, something we used to do like tapes but now we don't make time Feels like I can't sleep without her Guess I got what I deserved I guess it's gonna only get worse, keep getting hurt When will I learn You were gonna help me out, you were gonna come around and you were gonna fix me Only in my dreams You were gonna help me out, things were gonna turn around and then I'd be happy Only in my dreams I was 23

Heaven - 12/2020

Don't you want to get out of bed Cause I don't want to stay inside You just want a brighter future And I just want a little more time Wouldn't it be nice to be like The people laughing just like the movies Kickin off daylight savings time With everything I didn't wanna be I didn't wanna be Won't you break the silence in my head Hear your thoughts from miles away You just wanna talk about it And i think i might need more space Wouldn't it be nice to be like The people laughing just like the movies Kickin off daylight savings time With everything I didn't wanna be I didn't wanna be Beg you I can't resist at all I can see you're bruised It would be easy if either of us believed in Heaven In heaven Either of us believed in Heaven In heaven Won't you help me make a decision? Yeah I'm feeling overwhelmed What's behind me and round the corner Yeah I think it's too hard to tell Wouldn't it be nice to be like The people laughing just like the movies Kickin off daylight savings time With everything I didn't wanna be I didn't wanna be Beg you I can't resist at all I can see you're bruised It would be easy if either of us believed in Heaven In heaven Either of us believed in heaven In heaven

Carried away - 10/2020

Maybe hey I wish I could get it right the first time But I really can't imagine a person Who could keep my head screwed on right And I give it a try but it's always backwards And I swear it's hard just to find the right words Don't wait til the nights over Don't wait til the nights over Don't wait til the nights over Don't wait don't wait its crumbling Hey I get a little bit carried away Maybe it was all a vivid dream Wake up in a sweat throw my covers off And try to think of anything And I give it a try but it's always backwards And I swear it's hard just to find the right words Don't wait til the nights over Don't wait til the nights over Don't wait til the nights over Don't wait don't wait its crumbling Hey I get a little bit carried away

Something - 9/2020

Everyone needs to be alone All in a day's work and everyone knows There are things we can't talk about How are you doing, did it play out? Don't need small talk to fill the time Who are you and who am I? Who are you and who am I I wanna start something Can I come closer, do you mind? I started to speak but I ran out of time There are things we can't talk about How I feel and where am I now? Filling drinks just to break the ice Who are you and who am I? Who are you and who am I I wanna start something Warn me, ignore me If love is a flame then I'm a cliche Late nights bore me When you come around it's hard to behave Someone, can you save me? I wanna start something I wanna start something

You could be right - 7/2020

Take my money it's no good for me I stopped searching a long time ago I was living in some kind of fantasy you said you can't take that from me I've been living a lie Said you won't take that from me Somehow it's a lie Take my body it's no good for me I stopped caring how I did before Wasn't filling an unmet need You said you can't take that from me I've been living a lie Said you won't take that from me Somehow it's a lie You could be right Apologies are no good for me I stopped feeling the weight of the world I was wasting my time with a heartbeat You said you can't take that from me I've been living a lie Said you won't take that from me Somehow it's a lie You could be right I guess it wasn't the same Cut it up flip the pieces again I wish i could make decisions Never reflecting losing by seconds